Mashed ideas. Pensieve. Siphon thoughts.

Oh god. I really really really have no idea what to do after college. I mean, what to further study on? I have been researching for the past few days. All stuck in my mind were, "This is no good, I will get bored" "You cant find job here" "It's impossible to achieve,here, my country!" "Salary low" "lack passion" . Stuck in the abyss of confusion. I'm not being Pessimistic! I'm confused :( Indecisive. I wish I can sort out what is possible and what is impossible. But nothing is impossible sometimes!

Urgh.

Architecture?
Veterinarian?
Pharmacist?
Sales and Marketing? (very unlikely)
Business and Management?
Level designer?
Sound designer?
Motion Picture /Film Scorer?
Classical musician?

I'm being really stupid posting up this. I have no potential in anything! On positive side, that's not true if I don't try, but HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO TRY EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM?

I found being in film or game industry is quite cool. Production stuff. You know? It's a team stuff, and the outcome of it.... I dunno how to explain.
But I want good pay. good environment. psht duh. everyone wants that

I even took a BBC Personality test. My results : I'm realistic, investigative and artistic. Least passion in enterprising. But that doesn't decide what am I, or who am I, does it?



John Holland's model of vocational choice.
God. I sound so nerdy. It is explained that some traits are interrelated. The closer they are to each other, the more they are related. Means, If I am investigative, enterprising is a completely opposite and different trait that I do not possess. I wonder if it's true, some geniuses are just good at EVERYTHING. eg.? Steve Job?

Why is it so hard to decide? Is it because I have exposed to too many possibilities?

I'm so tired.

Off I go. Assassin's Creed.